Dear my letipeti..

Sejujur nya, aku lupa kapan pertama kali kita ketemu.

Yang pasti pas aku kuliah, tp ga inget kuliah thn ke brapa. Sepertinya udh hampir 7 tahun..

7 tahun tanpa pernah masuk ke servis center. Body kamu masih mulus. Segelan kamu masih utuh. Performa kamu masih oke. Aah bener2 masih, virgin laahh..

7 tahun..
Kamu yang menyaksikan nangis darah nya aku bikin skripsi.
Kamu yang setia nemenin aku dari pagi hingga pagi lagi.
Kamu yang selalu ada ketika aku sendirian, sedih, bete, galau.
Kami juga yang nolongin aku nyari kerjaan.

Kayak nya aku ga rela klo harus ninggalin kamu dan berpaling ke lain hati. Tapi aku terlalu males klo disuruh benerin kamu..

Eh tapi.. Kamu harus sembuh!!! Karna kamu yg menyimpan semua kebutuhan aku, memory aku, kenangan aku..

Aaahhh tidaakkk.......

Semua kenangan dan kerja keras selama 7 tahun.. Ga rela kalo harus ilang.. Apalah arti keberadaan mu tanpa isi di dalam mu..

Hahahahahaha..

{Aku yang galau gara2 laptop tercinta mati total dan ga bisa repairing system..}

Damn!!!!!!!!

Dear Phe,,

hahahaha,, knapa gw nulis nya dear phe? Karena gw lagi pengen nulis tentang Phe. Siapa Phe?

Phe adalah temen gw di real dan surreal. Di real, dia temen satu SMA gw. Di surreal, dia temen ngeblog gw.

Dulu.. (ntah kapan lupa), pas gw lagi rajin2 nya nulis di blog kebetulan juga ternyata Phe rajin nulis juga di blog nya. Tulisan dia dijamin lebih rapi dan lebih mudah di baca dibandingkan tulisan gw, Blog nya jauh lebih berkonsep dan cantik dibandingkan dengan blog gw yang notabene semau gw..

http://princess-chocolates.blogspot.com/     <<< Silahkan dibuktikan sendiri ^_^

Ntah knapa blog nya udh lama ga ada postingan, terakhir gw liat Maret 2014 (dan lagi2 ternyata barengan sama gw off ngeblog nya). Sekarang dia lebih fokus nulis di blog pribadi nya dia..

Ternyata... Gw punya temen nulis lagi, seneng nyaaaaa...



Keep Writing Mba Phe,,
Muaacch

"Disguise"

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for that day when your pain will disappear?
When you know that it's not true what they say about you?
Couldn't care less 'bout the things surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from my wall

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time
To figure things out
Not telling lies
I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know
What's yet to comeI'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time
To figure things out
Not telling lies
I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know
What's yet to come
Still we don't know
What's yet to come 

 

By: Lene Marlin...

Mian-han-goni mian-haeya hanun-goni
nol saranghage dweborin-gol
nae sarangi nol manhihim-tulge
handanun-gol almyonsodo

ajikdo po-dae-chido mothago-isso
iron-nal i-hyae-handamyon
chogum man-nada on-nago hae-do
na yongso-hae chamshiman do

anirago an-dwendago
nae nunul kalyodo nonun
issot-go ham-gge-haeso apa-hamyo
sarado kugot-manuro haeng-bo-khae-sso

nae dogwerul damaga tut-ji-anhado
onjena nae-ge marul-haet-go
chiwojiji anh-nundamyon
ijen chongmal saranghago-shipo

anirago an-dwendago
nae nunul kalyodo nonun
issot-go ham-gge-haeso apa-hamyo
sarado kugot-manuro haeng-bo-khae-sso

Yeahhh…

anirago an-dwendago
nae nunul kalyodo nonun
issot-go ham-gge-haeso apa-hamyo
sarado kugot-manuro haeng-bo-khae-sso

Translation

Do I have to apologize? Should I apologize?
I’m falling in love with you
I know my love
has made you suffer

But I can’t forget you
If you could understand me
Please forgive me
although I’m crying again

Although it’s wrong, I can’t
Although I closed my eyes
I still can see you
Although I’ve suffered with you but I’m happy thinking of it

Eventhough I closed my ears,
I still hear your voice
since I can’t forget you
I’m going to love you

Although it’s wrong, I can’t
Although I closed my eyes
I still can see you
Although I’ve suffered with you but I’m happy thinking of it

Yeahhh…

Although it’s wrong, I can’t
Although I closed my eyes
I still can see you
Although I’ve suffered with you but I’m happy thinking of it


Note:
 Lagu nya enak, lembut banget, sedih, bikin realex.. Ternyata arti lagu nya beneran sedih, lebih tepat nya, NGENES. Hahahaha.. Kapan2 gw posting link Video sama Mp3 nya deh,,

Dear Phe (yang ternyata masih setia ngeblog dan ngintipin blog gw ^_^) dan Alamanda (salam kenal..),

Maaf ya komen kalian di posting "kalau dan maaf" keapus. Bukan komen kalian sih yang kehapus, tapi postingan nya yang gw hapus. Karena kesalahan pemostingan, jadi satu judul ke posting 2x. Dan tanpa liat komentar, gw langsung delete salah satu postingan. Yang ternyata yang gw delete adalah yang berisi komen dari kalian..

Sekali lagi maaf ya kehapus, terimakasih sudah mampir, baca tulisan ga penting gw, dan komen dsana..

Keep writing guys,,,,
Muach